Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Bagsakan.:)


I got this from a friend from another blogsite.

press play!:)

The Real RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends (make me #21 so I can see your results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?** he didn't have to be- brad paisleyHOW

WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?** in her eyes- basshunter

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?**make it with you- bread

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?** everywhere-michelle branch (apparently i'm not, haha.)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?** maybe someday- parokya ni edgar (change the world ang dating. oha, give and give and give.)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?** she's always a woman to me- billy joel (aww. :') )

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?**sorry na- parokya ni edgar

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?**every little thing- MYMP (magician?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?**be my number two- christian bautista (kaloka. haha.)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?**halaga- parokya ni edgar

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?**wag na lang- rocksteddy (haha. wag na lang daw eh.)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?**superproxy-eraserheads (berigud. yoko na dito e. :( )

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?**your song- parokya ni edgar

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?** pare ko-eraserheads (haha, tipong inuman ang dating sabay usapan sa lablayp.)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?**alumni homecoming-parokya ni edgar (wee. partei!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?**hinahanap hanap kita-rivermaya (aliw, sabay paramdam ka e no. :p)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?**trip-parokya ni edgar (mantrip? haha.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?**if-rivermaya (aww. living alone.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?**liwanag sa dilim- rivermaya

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?**nerbyoso-rivermaya

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?**closer-neyo

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?**bagsakan- PNE,FrancisM,Gloc9


tapos na. hehe. :)

I am missing him. as always.

As random songs flood my ear, emotions that I have been keeping for quite a while came out pouring. It is hard to keep your sanity intact when people who think you are okay though you are actually on the verge of losing your mind surround you. Quite harder when you are stuck in a situation you did not want to get involved in from the start and hey, there is no one you can put the blame into since well, at the end of the day it was me who chose to go here.

They say life is better here. Because of the money, of the so-called good life they are all talking about. It just does not feel right to me. I would rather be home. I would rather stay there- with all the noise and politics, the never-ending fiestas, the traffic and pollution. I would rather be there, with the people I hold close to my heart and my life.

People think I am being crazy for thinking of going back. Life could not get any better, they say. Well, Paulo Coelho said your treasure lies where you heart is. My treasure is my country, my relatives in Cavite, my bebek. I just want to go home. Badly.